So I have another post all prepared, but it had a lot of angry thoughts in it so I'm not going to post it (for the moment at least) in order to protect the innocent. Today was a good day besides what I just talked about. I scored in my soccer game, but it was amazingly lucky. I was able to get some stuff done I needed to, but I have still allowed this one thing get to my head. It seriously ruined my day. It would've been a good day if this hadn't happened, and now people are suggesting the extremes (which if things don't get better I might actually resort to) that could make things turn out really bad. If some people would think about what they do or care enough about what other people are going to feel about it, then none of this would've happened. Today would've been a wonderful day if it wasn't for this, but I've allowed this thing to get to my head and it's affecting the way that I act around and treat other people. Something must be done about my problem soon or else bad things may take place.
Sorry I can't really tell any of you what my problem is because it is extremely personal and something that none of you would really be able to understand right now. I truly am sorry and you would understand why I felt the way I do if you saw the other post, but I have to do my best to protect the innocent.
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Monday, April 14, 2008
Short Term Goals
So I have come up with a few of short term goals recently. Here they are:
1. Make Jr. Class Vice Pres.- Most of you know that I ran in jr. high and was pretty sure I was going to make SBO Vice Pres. and it hit me pretty hard when I didn't so I really need to win this time.
2. Get back on to Josh's normal blog check list- I am off this yet Morganne and Ali (who haven't posted for longer than me) are still on there. For some reason that doesn't make sense to me.
3. Get at least a 3 on the AP Euro Test- I don't care about anything higher. To tell you the truth, with as little I have worked for that class I probably don't deserve a 3 even.
4. Jump in to the back of a moving truck w/o them noticing- Matt we shall succeed in this and our garbage can plan. (The problem is, how do we get back from where ever they take us?)
5. Kick some major soccer butt- I plan to nail at least one goal this season and hopefully lots more than that.
6. A major expansion of my iTunes library- so this probably means taking songs from Matt, Tanner, Josh, Sam, and anyone else willing to help me in my quest.
7. Figure out what happens in the next part of my story- this one is pretty self-explanatory.
Well those are the only ones I've thought of so far and, as I told you all yesterday, I haven't been getting very much sleep lately so I better head to bed.
1. Make Jr. Class Vice Pres.- Most of you know that I ran in jr. high and was pretty sure I was going to make SBO Vice Pres. and it hit me pretty hard when I didn't so I really need to win this time.
2. Get back on to Josh's normal blog check list- I am off this yet Morganne and Ali (who haven't posted for longer than me) are still on there. For some reason that doesn't make sense to me.
3. Get at least a 3 on the AP Euro Test- I don't care about anything higher. To tell you the truth, with as little I have worked for that class I probably don't deserve a 3 even.
4. Jump in to the back of a moving truck w/o them noticing- Matt we shall succeed in this and our garbage can plan. (The problem is, how do we get back from where ever they take us?)
5. Kick some major soccer butt- I plan to nail at least one goal this season and hopefully lots more than that.
6. A major expansion of my iTunes library- so this probably means taking songs from Matt, Tanner, Josh, Sam, and anyone else willing to help me in my quest.
7. Figure out what happens in the next part of my story- this one is pretty self-explanatory.
Well those are the only ones I've thought of so far and, as I told you all yesterday, I haven't been getting very much sleep lately so I better head to bed.
Sunday, April 13, 2008
Another Post! (and a better story)
I know most of you probably haven't read my last few posts. But I think that I need to keep this going for now. School, drama, and what not has been taking up my time, but the other day in English I started a story that I think I would like to keep going.
Greg stumbled out of his tent as the morning sun peeked out from behind the trees. He quickly scoped the area around him to make sure that nothing had disturbed camp and took the final shift of keeping guard. He slowly scanned the trees trying to sense any sign of danger. After seeing nothing he leaned back and slowly drifted into oblivion...
He was on the ship, the Ondre, which was pulling slowly out of San Francisco Bay. He looked back and saw his wife standing on the dock, crying, and waving her white handkerchief. He knew he was going to be gone for a while, but promised he would be back as soon as he could. The ship departed and he turned his back on his home, his wife, and his soon-to-be son. He was on his way to the coast of India where he was sent by his company to set up a branch... Now he was looking out over the rail with stomach wrenching and his hands gripping the bar as the ship fought against a storm. Next thing he knew the siren went off and the crew was yelling abandon ship. The passengers surged to the life boats and Greg was one of the last people to get in before the ship went under the water. He rowed with the others until they finally found a small piece of land where they landed and made camp...
An eerie screeching noise woke him up from his dream. He looked around him. He was still on the same island that he his lifeboat had come across two years ago. He still had many of the passengers with him, but a few were gone. Most of it happened that first night on the island when they were attacked...
Greg stumbled out of his tent as the morning sun peeked out from behind the trees. He quickly scoped the area around him to make sure that nothing had disturbed camp and took the final shift of keeping guard. He slowly scanned the trees trying to sense any sign of danger. After seeing nothing he leaned back and slowly drifted into oblivion...
He was on the ship, the Ondre, which was pulling slowly out of San Francisco Bay. He looked back and saw his wife standing on the dock, crying, and waving her white handkerchief. He knew he was going to be gone for a while, but promised he would be back as soon as he could. The ship departed and he turned his back on his home, his wife, and his soon-to-be son. He was on his way to the coast of India where he was sent by his company to set up a branch... Now he was looking out over the rail with stomach wrenching and his hands gripping the bar as the ship fought against a storm. Next thing he knew the siren went off and the crew was yelling abandon ship. The passengers surged to the life boats and Greg was one of the last people to get in before the ship went under the water. He rowed with the others until they finally found a small piece of land where they landed and made camp...
An eerie screeching noise woke him up from his dream. He looked around him. He was still on the same island that he his lifeboat had come across two years ago. He still had many of the passengers with him, but a few were gone. Most of it happened that first night on the island when they were attacked...
Busy, Busy, Busy
K so my life has been extremely busy lately. I got a huge dose of high school drama the last week or so and it came just in time to be paired with school elections. (I'm running for Jr. Vice President) So I've been extremely busy and the blog just kept moving down on my list of priorities. I've had a little bit of time, but I've just used that to take naps because with all the happenings in my life I've been averaging about 4 1/2 to 5 hours of sleep each night. Through it all though I believe I have gotten through with nearly minimal complaining and venting though. I thought I was doing good until a friend (not to be named) kinda got mad at me today and we had a heated exchange of words (ok I guess they were text messages) that ended up in both of us leaving without the satisfaction that we were looking for. The good news is though that I made primary elections on Friday, and I hope to be finding more sleep soon.
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Posting
So I haven't been posting very much lately because of many of the happenings in my life. So I need to get back to doing it so I will start again today.
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